I need to write more......and read more too......

So, I've figured out why I am the way I am (ok, I'll never fully figure it out but I'm working on it)

I need to take better care of myself, sleep, eating right, sleep, sleep. But one thing I don't do enough is read. I don't get into God's word enough, nor do I read other smarter peoples opinion on topics. I also don't write down what I'm feeling enough, I store it all up in my head where it can torment me and make me crazy. Anywho if I could turn off the bloody TV and do these things I might love myself a little more..........and be able to accept God's grace, mercy, and love......